expressions of the queer mind
different from the rest, an immediate recognition that this is different
an exactitude of complexities that exists in the mind of the beholder
beholding emotions of attractions to the softness and curvature of the black body
oh, how I want it to hold me.
shape me into my natural being of sexuality
forming me into a complete, whole entity of love.
allowing full transparency in exploring sexuality in the fullest extent
It is that.
I never know what or how to express the intense admiration
exclusive to the thoughts that plague my mind
floating in its water, swallowing me whole in hopes of accepting the
middle of its greatness, defining the structure while
looking into its
fills the very system that negates the normalcy of expressing such homoerotic thoughts
it is making the deep isolation a necessity
a feeling inescapable from the depths of the psyche
the definition unknown but discovered
the place that rushes our mind with a million currents
waves crashing our brains with curiosity
drowning us in doubts and fears, but we’re…
waiting for it to be found and brought to the surface
that is. Finding peace amongst all the fear that builds up inside
--this is my understanding of love
expressive and constrained to the duty of self
unaware of how it’s hurting my person
liberation comes with acceptance
I pray I get to see the day.